My wife is receiving her Vitamin C and Laetrile drips today (every Tuesday and Thursday) at the Schachter Center for Complimentary Medicine.

I feel a little better today, yesterday was really bad. I haven't felt that overwhelmed with the whole situation in a while. But that's the thing with cancer - despite all the confidence you develop in what you're doing in terms of effective breast cane treaments is the right thing, there is always this cloud hanging over your head. It's also a matter of practice. However, to practice not to worry, especially if you're a "worrier" to begin with, is quite a challenge and definitely easier said than done. Because there is no guarantee. And I have to keep reminding myself of the fact, the there simply is no 100% insurance policy out there - for virtually ANYTHING in life. Except for the fact that we all gonna have to die eventually. But even that once so reliable notion, seems to vanish slowly these days. Think about it: they already freeze people, okay, maybe at this point, not with the intend to revive them again at some point in the future - but quite frankly, I won't be surprised if within my lifetime, science will come up with a way to artificially extend your life. By freezing you, samples of your blood, cloning or God knows what. And it scares the hell out of me!! I DO WANT to die - well, not right now -  but at some point when my time is up. I'd rather be old fashioned and dead, than artificially alive and "up to date".......You know what I mean!?!?!

Anyway, getting this website together is quite a task - especially for folks like me, who have no idea of what they're doing (sigh!!).