We know (of) so many people by now, who either refused traditional breast cancer treatment methods entirely or in part. I'm currently in a state of mind where I really don't know what the right thing is. On one hand, I am convinced that what we are doing is the better choice (Ann had surgery, but will not have chemo and radiation), by strengthening your immune system, a healthy "cancer-killing" diet and lifestyle. Plus the close supervision of a Naturopath and Oncologist. And of course, her Vitamin C IVs, the B17 drips and the two thousand supplements. And let me tell you - sticking to that kind of regimen is very demanding. But certainly not as much as going through chemo and radiation and having your entire body attacked by a carcinogenic poison. 
 
And again, I don't know what it is. I truly believe that we are on the right path - but are there little flares of doubts? Yes, I can't deny it. But the more I think about it - and that's exactly what I've been doing every day ever since we made our decision to pursue an "alternative" way  - I come to the conclusion that it's like trying to get rid of the monkey on your back. Because what we are doing is saying NO to the standard protocol and traditional breast cancer treatments, the doctors and in a way, to society, too.

And that's not that easy for obvious reasons.